hello james/notforthethrill@tumblr
It must be scary with all this uncertainty. Don’t be too hard on yourself, I am sure you have worked hard and if this is something you want bad enough you would be surprised that things will eventually fall into place. Life is often stifling and people can be tiresome and I am struggling with this just as you are, but we will get through this because at the end only good will come out of it, we just have to ride it out and hope for the best
Go and sleep and when you wake up again do something fun, I don’t know, ride a bike put on some good records go for a swim drink tea. Don’t worry too much it is going to be ok
