August 2011
2 posts
some more thing to read
http://www.perspectus.se/tjordan/Conflictyoga.html
http://www.perspectus.se/tjordan/Spiritualitylecture.txt
saskia davis: symptoms of inner peace
An increasing tendency to let things happen rather than make them happen.
An unmistakable ability to enjoy each moment.
A loss of interest in interpreting the actions of others.
A loss of interest in judging other people.
A loss of interest in judging self.
A loss of interest in conflict.
A loss of the ability to worry.
Frequent, overwhelming episodes of appreciation.
Contented feelings...
July 2011
1 post
Embracing Change
wordslessspoken:
We resist change and mourn the passing of time, but it is precisely because things change that we can experience life, love, & everything that we want to hold on to. There is no freeze frame for this moment.
Meditation doesn’t stop change or make the moment last forever. Mindfulness watches the water run over the rocks, feels the breath move through our lungs, and knows...
May 2010
1 post
March 2010
1 post
someday you will find me caught beneath the...
monstrueux:
It’s 4pm and I feel like shit. I’m in some new trouble all over again and I can’t stop worrying and I haven’t accomplished anything productive and I’ve been listening to sad songs all day. Feels like some kind of quarter life crisis.
“Home-learning” is such a huge sham. I have so much work to do :( :( :(
January 2010
5 posts
10 Jan: 100110
monstrueux:
the +/- of things
- friends who i fucking hate - school term starts tomorrow - haven’t finished my homework - our bowling trip has been postponed ): lynn and wern, i say we skip school to go bowling.
+ none so far
I thought today was going to be a good day because of the arrangement of the numbers on the date today. I feel partially responsible for the many thwarted...
WHY IS THERE SO MUCH WORK TO DO
why
:’(
People who are waiting for a surprise in their...
Your loot will arrive soon(!!)
I got home at 2am last night
I have been banned from celebrating the new year with my friends for the rest of my life
I think 2k10 will be awesome
December 2009
18 posts
heheheheheheheeheheheehehe:
“It was tedious and mostly unrewarding work (trying to be impersonal and interesting about one’s past or imagined future) but sometimes, if he wrote lucidly enough, Andrew would feel, in a way that momentarily made him believe despair was a mistake, that he missed those times, that there was a yearning, really, to his prose; and would try, then, to desire, in this...
I just drank two cups of instant coffee
My head is spinning slightly
I have to write an essay on democracy
I just baked a lemon cream tart
It looks like a giant egg tart
To: person who lives in Woodlands
I have a vague idea as to who you are but could you tell me! please!
I will send you cookies/relevant christmas gift
lovelocket:
observe his coolness
Would you like a surprise in your mail box?
I will make you a card and send it to you
Just msg me your address (and if possible a bit about yourself), and excitement awaits
formspring! →
Talk to me. Today is work day number 2 and I am hiding in my little corner cubicle with this huge screen Mac and incredibly fast internet connection
I doubt anyone even knows I am here
hello (2)
First day of work and I am having a very exciting time doing … nothing/reading recipes for christmas pudding. The boss has yet to arrive while the other had conveniently taken two days of leave and I am carefully typing this post while everyone else is working
How exciting
hello
I have just returned from two weeks of traveling in China
The internet feels like a foreign place
November 2009
35 posts
hello james/notforthethrill@tumblr
It must be scary with all this uncertainty. Don’t be too hard on yourself, I am sure you have worked hard and if this is something you want bad enough you would be surprised that things will eventually fall into place. Life is often stifling and people can be tiresome and I am struggling with this just as you are, but we will get through this because at the end only good will come out of it,...
My life right now is not exactly terrible but just painfully annoying which is enough to turn me into this excessively neurotic person though ironically i keep it so under control it probably looks more like i am perpetually sullen and pissed off
Tell me about you, tell me anything, I’d be more than happy to read and reply
Oh no I feel so out of the loop all of a sudden